Friday, September 30, 2005
im sitting in the campus computer lab right now, iv decided i dont feel like writing my paper....
i made a real ass out of myself last night, as i usualy do... i dont have to work this weekend, and now it appears that i will have nothing else to do this weekend but sit around and, with any luck, get drunk
clay keeps being a bitch, a bigity bitch, when i tell him to go play with the dog. the dog sits in his kennel all day and clay lets him out for like 10 minutes a day.... (there clay i mentioned you)
last night i sat around singing decemberist song while jake played the guitar,and watching gilligans island... the season premier of smallville was on last night, and it kicked total ass... yes, by the way, i need a life
''if you are ever out just walking around and you cross paths with someone say 'hi' to them, and if they dont say it back follow them really really close and pretend you have turrets.''
Thursday, September 29, 2005
money money money money...... MONEY
i went into the campus bookstore about 10 minutes ago and found out that i over paid for all my books. there was some sorta fuck-up down the line and all the books were over charged. so now ill be getting a check in the mail for about $70... kick ass... i know it shouldnt really mean anything,,, i didnt really make any money, it was mine to start with, but just the fact that im getting that money back is making today a good day... but im sure it will just go into my gas tank and be burned up in about two weeks, but still thats not bad...
my eating habbits lately include a caffeen pill and granola bar for breakfast, and usual for lunch too, some days there just isnt really time to eat... well the caffeen pill isnt really eating, and there isnt a nutritional value to it, but it keeps me awake for the drive to school... even as i type this i can feel myself start to slow down and feel the need for something to perk me up...
you know when your really tired and you can feel it in your eyes,,, that urge to just shut them and pass out... thats what i feel thourght most of my day. i just got done with my eng102 class, and i well falling in and out of sleep the whole time, i nearly fell out of my seat, i suppose i can only go so long on 4 hours of sleep a day
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
fingers to splinters
i had a test today... physics... holy shit did that suck! i spent 40 min working on to problems, and i still probably got them wrong... this test is 15% of my grade so if i totaly fucked up, it will be hard to get back on track...
im mentaly dead now, to top it off, i have a psych test tomorrow, and im not sure if im ready for that one... also, my eng102 paper is due monday...
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
we forgot all the names that, the names we used to know!
i finaly got my computer working thanks to my friend dave. my computer was reformated so i have no pictures left, meaning tomorrow i need to go run around town taking pictures of random shit... ill need to use my other computer if i want pictures i guess... but there WILL be new cool pictures soon enough, so dont worry
the deadline for my paper was extended to monday. so now i get to put it off for even longer.
jake and brad are currently practing for their show at mother fools on the 6th. pertacovich will be there and i cant wait to see it
get a room
i think my cat has a girlfriend... well its less of a girl and more of a blanket he keeps humping... its really fuckin gross. its always just that one blanket, no other ones. i think he's in love
yesterday was my brother jake's birthday. he turned 21, now i have a hook up for booze!! i live in the us so the magical age to drink is 21... damn it! i can drive a car, i can fight in a FUCKIN WAR, but i cant drink!! what the fuck kinda system is this!! i mean shit, i can kill people across seas but i cant get smashed here?? fuck this, im moving to canada!
(((jake is a musician in a band called tyger that sleeps, check them out...)))
Monday, September 26, 2005
Sunday, September 25, 2005
last nights plan to get trashed did work as well as i hoped. other things came up... good things though, so i wasnt really disapointed. i didnt get to start drinking untill after midnight, and by then everyone else was already drunk and leaving.. so i did a couple double shots of vodka, and just went to bed.
i was kinda in a bad mood last night, and i was sorta being an asshole, so now today, looking back on how i was acting, i feel really bad about it all... i hope nothing is fucked up...
Saturday, September 24, 2005
when there is nothing left to burn
i have the whole weekend off work and i have nothing to do.
and tonight... we drink
Friday, September 23, 2005
rub the sleep from my eyes
i got to sleep in before i left for class today. i skipped my math class.. oops.
so today i had to drive an hour just to go to class for fifty minutes, right now gas is $2.80, so driving an hour to go to class for less time then i drove is insane.
i kinda feel like a real bastard when i complain about gas prices. i know that the reason gas keeps going up is because of the hurricanes in the gulf. and here i am bitching about how gas will go up when there are people who are being left homeless and who are dieing in the south.
'ta for now'
Thursday, September 22, 2005
eat great even late
its thursday, theres nothing to do on a thursday. the other day there was a bunch of old men standing on the side out the campus partking lot. they were handing out little bibles, i took one. it was early in the morning so i didnt really know what was going on... it was kinda strange.
i fell asleep in my college algebra class yesterday, i dont even know why i have to be there, i kick math's ass!!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
ignite lighter away from face and clothing
now thats good toothpaste
youve been warned, but who cares
""NEW ORLEANS (Reuters) - After the storm came the carjackers and burglars. Then came the gun battles and the chemical explosions that shook the restored Victorians in New Orleans' Algiers Point neighborhood.
"The hurricane was a breeze compared with the crime and terror that followed," said Gregg Harris, a psychotherapist who lives in the battered area.
As life returned to this close-knit neighborhood three weeks after Hurricane Katrina, residents said they hoped their experience could convince political leaders to get serious about the violence and poor services that have long been an unfortunate hallmark of their city.
"I think now it's a wake-up call," Harris said.
After the storm, the neighborhood association had to act as law enforcement and emergency response unit as city services collapsed and the police force was unable to protect them. Citizens organized armed patrols and checked on the elderly. They slept on their porches with loaded shotguns and bolted awake when intruders stumbled on the aluminum cans they had scattered on the sidewalk."" (yahoo news)
what the fuck is this? i dont think ill ever fully understand why some people feel the need to creat more chaos out of this mess...
iv been completely out of it lately, iv been getting up at 4:40 in the morning to go to work, then i come home, shower, then drive a half an hour to school... im not complaining, i can at least get shit done. i get home in the afternoon about 3, depending on when my last class is, or if i just dont go to my classes... so i get home and i have nothing to do but just sit around. because i only work in the morning my afternoons are free, but i have nothing to do. i end up watching M*A*S*H or that 70's show while i try and fix my fucked up computer.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
life is a terrible thing to sleep through
i went on a walk late last night to try and clear my head. when i came back there was even more clutter. so iv been feeling like shit lately, theres a couple reasons for it...
i got 'whats eating gilbert grape' today. im writing my psych paper on it so ill have to watch it over and over, or just copy and paste shit off the internt, i havent decided yet...
all i want is to live the american dream... ... in canada...
Monday, September 19, 2005
so now that i work in the morning before class, then go to school till 2, i have nothing to do after class...
i need to find something
and over and over again
im at school right now with nothing to do, i dont want to start my english paper yet, so i decided to blog. i just got done reading about 15 full pages of my psychology, i know it doesnt sound that bad, but it is... iv been putting it off for too long
now that im back at home i have no where to go between my classes but the library, and that gets old quick, so im just going to go on the computers and do nothing for hours at a time, so its realy no different from me being at home
Sunday, September 18, 2005
*Mother Fools, oct. 6*
""A rare special Thursday night show! Petracovich, Samarah, and Tyger that Sleeps
Petracovich is a lo-fi experience of glitch-box aged songs, old pianos, muffled drums, sonic textures and the orchestration of vintage carnivals and soft parades with bittersweet vocals and the heartbreak of melancholy beauty. "Like Aimee Mann fronting Sparklehorse, Petracovich mastermind Jessica Petters produces a hypnotic dreamtime soundtrack, all misty insinuations and shimmering mirages" - Pitchfork Media
Based out of San Francisco, Petracovich is Jessica Peters performing under her old-world family name taken from her great-grandfather, Abraham Petracovich, who emigrated by himself from Russia at the age of eleven. Abraham was known to sit in the parlor dressed in his best suit listening to the New York opera. The music of Petracovich pays homage to this heredity of musical reverence.
Petracovich is currently on a 40 city national tour in support of her just released second album - We Are Wyoming. Her music has been aired on over 200 CMJ stations and featured in over 60 publications.
“Rarely do electronic and organic come together with such a comfortable, tactile sheen.” - San Francisco Bay Guardian
"It’s like having a flying dream, or lying out in a field of green grass, all up in the ether." - Portland Mercury
"An amazingly beautiful, fragile, airy and highly creative work of art." - Agouti Music
Samarah blends glitchy beats and soundscapes sprinkled with ethereal vocals and minimal, elegant arrangements. Her sound is a dreamy, fluttering minimal sound that floats somewhere between IDM and trip hop.
Tyger that Sleeps -- Catchy melodies and gloomy soundscapes combine to sink listeners to new levels of depression but then subtly bring them back to the surface. Brad Wik and Jake Becker are ready to take the world by storm.""