awkwardidity

When going to out for lunch or dinner here I try my best to avoid the rush of the tradition eating times. I feel a bit awkward when I go out to lunch and end up sitting all alone at a table surrounded by other tables filled with friends and being who seem to enjoy the company of others.

For someone who moved away to college so he could get out of his fucking "shell" I don't seem to be doing a very good job.

I may be going out to a club tonight that by buddy DJs at, of course due to our ridiculously high drinking age I wont be able to drink there... but there is nothing stopping me from getting trashed before I go.

happy birthday Kira