Thursday, January 25, 2007

random song lyric

I have no solid political views. I haven't had nearly enough sex to be any sort of authority on the subject. I could talk about religion until I'm blue in the face, but I'd rather not.

For one more week I'll be considered a 'teenager'. After that I'll be in my 'twenties' and I'll be old and near death.

My wasted youth. It means even more to me now than ever. Lately Iv been looking back on the past few years, teen years, and realized that the title of this blog is more than fitting.

In high school I was working nearly full time hours and in college my hours were full time. I didn't know anyone else who worked as much as I did while going to school. I didn't go out to parties, I didn't go out on roadies, I didn't do a lot of things that people my age were doing.

I'm trying to think of where my youthful antics, or the lack there of, have gotten me. Sure, I have most of my college paid for out of my own pocket, Iv paid for my own car, most everything I own came from me. I don't owe anything to anyone and that's good I suppose. I hear that debit and be a really SOB.

I have missed out of the debauchery and fun that many of the people I went to school with experienced. I used to let this depress me, used to. Now, I take a look at where they are; some are high school dropouts, alcoholics, drug dealers, pot heads, coke addicts, some went to jail.

I may have wasted my youth, but their spent youth has wasted their future.