Yea, so im not lucky... im drunk, and im alone. But oddly enough its starting to bother me less and less. Being ditched and ignored have become a regular part of my day to day life... So im no longer going to put myself in a position to be ignored.

I talked to my friend 'moment' again today about how depressed I felt on Friday. It's always good to talk to her; even though I don't really know who she is.

my weird state of depression passed quickly enough and im good now...

I went into my old posts earlier... Some of the first I ever wrote and even I wouldn't have wanted to read that shit...

... I have to be up in a few hours to go to work; shit...