There was a box of things still in my car from when I moved over 6 months ago. I found some more year books and my senior magazine (and a bunch of caffeine pills). Tons of memories are coming back to me and I wanna write all of them... but I wont.

Iv been thinking about people from my past... People who were my best friends in high school before I started to sabotage myself. One in particular was my best friend and early high school crush, Rachel. Rachel and I were friends since middle school and hung out a lot once i could drive; she was even my prom date. Prom was the last time we actually hung out as just the two of us. I started dating someone and lost touch with her. I have a lot of memories about Rachel and all of them good. We never became more than friends, even though I wanted to. But in retrospect im glad we didn't, that would have fucked shit up.(I look like a total dork in this picture, I was really forcing that smile...)

The last time I talked to her was back in October at a high school football game. Im not even sure what her phone number is if I wanted to call her. She has a boy friend who I met at a party this summer, and she seemed happy, so im really glad for her...

anyways, that's enough reminiscing about the past... for now.