For some reason i cant remember what i did last night at all...
I didn't have anything to drink. All I remember is waking up at 3:30 this morning still in my clothes and Jake was on the phone with Andrea. I must have fallen asleep early and just don't remember it.

my room is a fucking mess

Iv been thinking too much about what the advice Jake gave me earlier in the week. How it makes sense... Yet I cant help doing what i do. There was a name he used for it, but I cant remember it now... I think it started with an 'm'.