I didn't sleep well last night... again

In philosophy the other day I found a cigarette in my shirt pocket. It was all crushed and the tobacco was falling out. It was from last weekend at the bowling ally. I cant remember who gave it to me. I think I remember Jake Gropengiser and Kale Z where there and I told Kale to go fuck himself and flipped him off.

no calc for me today, I didn't feel like sitting around for 3 hours before class only to then sit around in class and day dream about a different life... I can do that shit at home.

I turn 19 in a week. Ill most likely be alone on my birthday...