Just woke up from a 4 hour nap... I cant tell if Im happy I was able to sleep so long, or depressed cause Im that big of a lazy loser that I needed to sleep in the middle of the fucking day cause I didn't have anything else to do... It might be both

I hate thinking about the future. Im the person who want to live for right now. People (my parents) have been trying to throw me into the future. You know what... I don't wanna look for a better job, I don't wanna pick a major yet, I don't wanna make plans that consist of me have to look at myself when Im 60. Im here, right now, I don't care what happens, Im letting it all just play out. For me, what happens; happens.