Iv been thinking a lot lately... Pretty much about one thing... Or one person to be more exact. A person who I messed things up with and now all I wish is that I could go back and stop myself from being a complete bastard. I had a really good thing in my life and I fucked it up. I can only hope that the damage iv caused can be fixed and that things can go back to the way they were... ill hate myself if I dont at least try to fix things... I want nothing more this holiday season but for things to go back to how they were before...