Monday, January 02, 2006

my writers block wont seem to fade away
so I will make a belated list of my 2005

January 05:
I started the year broken, depressed, and alone.
February 05:
I turned 18
bought some cigars and porn
saw Modest Mouse live for the second time
began to socialize more
got ripped and went hot-tubing on Thursdays with friends
March 05:
nothing too exciting sticks out in my mind about March, I worked a lot
April 05:
it had been three years sense my mom's cancer thing... She's great now
the end of high school was near, yet too far away
May 05:
still alone, yet not depressed
high school came to an end
I met Katrina
June 05:
I graduated after four years of sitting around in a shitty high school
got to know Katrina
no longer alone, and for once, happy
July 05:
had a lot of fun and good time with Katrina
drove an a long way to see Katrina for only a couple hours, but it was well worth it
we started going out, I got a 'neck bruise' days before my graduation party, so all my family got to see it
I went to Colorado with my family, the way out there was hell due to some sore throat thing I had, but I got pain kills, so it was all good
August 05:
good times continued
two of my good friends, Justin and Sarah, got engaged
went to a strip club
I quit my job and moved to west bend at the end of the month
September 05:
I got a job at walgreens, then quit after three days
I started going to college at UW-WC
started this blog
living in west bend sucked, so I moved back
October 05:
things started to be not as good, but weren't bad either
I saw the Decemberists live in Madison
Katrina and I went on a break
I went to Madison for Halloween, and went to see and got to meet My Morning Jacket
November 05:
I visited some friends at UW-O, met new people and got drunk
Katrina and I broke up
I felt like shit again and couldn't stop thinking about her, and didn't want to
I was a total idiot
December 05:
I felt as I did in November
got trashed at a family Christmas party
realized how much I still missed Katrina, and how I would hate myself if I didn't try to make things better
went to the Madrigal Dinner and had a good time
things seem to be getting better and Im happy again

the year ended much better then it started

(Im sure im forgetting some major things, if anyone can fill in some blanks that would be great)

and now its 2006... So far I think iv been off to a good start, I just hope it continues to get better
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